It took me a long time to develop a voice, and now that I have it, I am not going to be silent. Before I’m just a simple human, I didn’t mean anything, I don’t care if I’m going to mess up such, I became really independent since then. It’s important to keep a foot in the world as are going inside your heart.
How can I tell to someone my thoughts or my intention if he always use to show that he doesn’t care anymore. Should I need to tell it or not, maybe it’s better to keep it because I know the situation will remain the same. Nothing good will happen if I’m going to continue what I been doing for him. Well I just miss him. I always wanted what is best for him. Why should I always believing for what I feel I think I have to stop it because this is so unfair. Soooooon. Haist! I feel so sorry! What should I do. 😦
I try to put myself first. For me, I’ve had to do that physically and emotionally. One of the best ways to do self-care is to surround myself with people who are real model of it and who are also really motivated to inspire me to do it. And I have tried to work on my own relationship with the idea of being productive and what that means? Just doing some things that makes me satisfied and honoring my needs because I find that’s something that really feeds me. In our society, there’s a belief that a good, nurturing woman gives and gives and gives… Until she drops. If she takes time off for herself, she is selfish. Too many of us buy into this belief and give and give and give until we’re so exhausted we can hardly move. Then we give some more! I really thankful for a friend whose been told me that I have to say NO and have to speak up for myself. Then I learned to choose and pick groups whose missions match my heart and passion. I can be supportive of many groups- but I have to choose.